Greatest obstacle to happiness is to expect to much of it..!

O God!
Where am I standing?
It’s not where I want to be
Give me a place where no soul finds me
I do not belong here---
among these creepy, selfish, pampered fools.
I want to be loved just once
even for my mistakes.
I want to be taken care of
even by my mother.
I want to cry my heart out
even if I lose everything.
I want to taste happiness
which is far away-- calling me!